Suddenly have the urge to blog. It had been quite some time since i typed blogspot.com and log into here.. Those days when everyone always talk about blog and blog and blog..
Life is so good eventhough Kampar is a quite boring town with insufficient entertainment. Basically there's nothing much to do in Kampar, perhaps have a drink in Ghany late at night or maybe get some cooling air at the lakeside? I'm starting to get closer to my classmates and I'm loving it. They're nice and extremely hardworking actually. At least I think so, cause the attendance is always full and everyone meet deadlines. None of them actually neglected their homework, I'm surprised.. Or I misperceive DAC1 students? Haha.. I still wonder why they call me Big Sis. I hope that's a compliment, winks.
I'm actually having trouble in my English for Communication classes this semester. I need to redo my individual presentation regarding plastic surgery and group discussion is next week. I've no idea whether I like Ms Linda or the other way round. Sometimes I think she's really nice but sometimes she's being... kinda harsh, or maybe that's just the way she is, strict. Will you please let me score an A for this subject, please ?
On the other hand, it's my 8th months anniversary with OKH. I love you! Wow, time flies, isn't it? Christmas and New Year is approaching too. 2011, a brand new year is coming soon. And, I still got lots of thing to do and achieve in my life. So, please tell me 2012 is not true.
Ohya, ohya! I downloaded my all time favourite band's new album, LOLLIPOP!! Somehow, they separated and this new album only consists of 4 of them. Their new album is great, I love it. Eventhough I've not been catching up with their news lately, I'm still in love with them, can't believe that. Feeling nostalgic..
Alright, I don't know what else to write.. Annyeong~
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
I'm supposed to be in the bed at this hour. However, I got something that I really need to say.
Dear, I Love You..
I really love you. I trust you. Do you know that ? So, stop asking me whether do I still love you. I admit that when we both just got together, I asked for a break up after a couple of days. I'm really really glad that you actually want this relationship to work out and drag me to talk about it. Somehow, nowadays, when there's something wrong between both of us and this happened quite frequent, you'll just stay silent. I don't know what to do anymore but I'm sure that I don't want to break up with you. At this point, I do hate myself very much. You deserve a more reasonable and understanding girl. Trust me, you do deserve a better one. Stop doubting me.
Yes, I've always wanted a very good looking boyfriend. This doesn't mean you're not. You're average but I just love the way you are right now. I like your personality except that whenever we argue, I'll hate that behaviour of yours. I'm sorry for crying too much in front of you. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you all the time. Perhaps, we just think differently. But I'm still willing to try my best to work things out with you because I love you. So, let's try our best not to find fault and argue with each other again. Will you ?
OKH, no matter what, I still love you. I want to be your baby wife for the rest of my life.
Sinsongsyu.
Dear, I Love You..
I really love you. I trust you. Do you know that ? So, stop asking me whether do I still love you. I admit that when we both just got together, I asked for a break up after a couple of days. I'm really really glad that you actually want this relationship to work out and drag me to talk about it. Somehow, nowadays, when there's something wrong between both of us and this happened quite frequent, you'll just stay silent. I don't know what to do anymore but I'm sure that I don't want to break up with you. At this point, I do hate myself very much. You deserve a more reasonable and understanding girl. Trust me, you do deserve a better one. Stop doubting me.
Yes, I've always wanted a very good looking boyfriend. This doesn't mean you're not. You're average but I just love the way you are right now. I like your personality except that whenever we argue, I'll hate that behaviour of yours. I'm sorry for crying too much in front of you. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you all the time. Perhaps, we just think differently. But I'm still willing to try my best to work things out with you because I love you. So, let's try our best not to find fault and argue with each other again. Will you ?
OKH, no matter what, I still love you. I want to be your baby wife for the rest of my life.
Sinsongsyu.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Sometimes, I really think that I don't have any best friend, not even one. Even those that I claimed them as my close friends, are starting to ignore me since they enter their new colleges. New friend is your everything is it ? I was just trying to be nice to suggest and plan a reunion for all my ex classmates. However, it makes me feel like it's pointless. Why I feel so ? They never bother to reply me at all. Is a yes or no that hard to type and take up all your precious time ?? Well, just certain people. Not all of them, so don't misunderstand. This friendship thing not only apply to the Orchidian reunion thing. It's including everyone from different classes, different schools and different places. It's just that hard to keep in touch with everyone.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Jealousy is a combination of fear and anger: fear of losing something and anger that someone is "moving in on" something that you feel belongs only to you.
It's undeniable that I'm a very easy jealous person. I seriously need to search for some ways to handle my jealousy. But, you know... the feeling when someone who does not deserve that marks, score higher than you.. i just hate it. That makes me start to hate everyone around me. Imagine you're having a hard time to cope with your new environment, just recover from illness and you can't make new friends in your new college... that's me. Isn't my life so pathetic ?? I feel like packing my stuff and go somewhere else or maybe transfer to another college eventhough I know running away is not the solution, sigh.
I think I'm a failure, fail to the max.
It's undeniable that I'm a very easy jealous person. I seriously need to search for some ways to handle my jealousy. But, you know... the feeling when someone who does not deserve that marks, score higher than you.. i just hate it. That makes me start to hate everyone around me. Imagine you're having a hard time to cope with your new environment, just recover from illness and you can't make new friends in your new college... that's me. Isn't my life so pathetic ?? I feel like packing my stuff and go somewhere else or maybe transfer to another college eventhough I know running away is not the solution, sigh.
I think I'm a failure, fail to the max.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Life has not been treating me that good. I can hardly make friends over here, leading me to be an anti-social person. Maybe it's just my problem for not taking initiative to talk to the others. I can no longer laugh like a mad woman like what I did last time with my besties surrounding with a bunch of silly yet extremely funny and adorable classmates. I just miss those days. I feel like crying again. My friend used to call me wiper for crying too much..
Besides, I couldn't help it but to feel really dissapointed with myself again. I don't hate Quantitative Studies, but somehow, unwanted mistakes just appear from nowhere. Same problem occurs each and every time I sit for this exam. I can only blame myself. However, Microeconomics and Introduction to Accounting ease me abit. It's my favourite afterall. Finals is approaching, in two weeks time. God bless me.
Besides, I couldn't help it but to feel really dissapointed with myself again. I don't hate Quantitative Studies, but somehow, unwanted mistakes just appear from nowhere. Same problem occurs each and every time I sit for this exam. I can only blame myself. However, Microeconomics and Introduction to Accounting ease me abit. It's my favourite afterall. Finals is approaching, in two weeks time. God bless me.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Oh shit. I'm back. XD Guess it's time to be back to the blogging world after abandoning it for so many months.
I'm currently waiting for the boyf to drop by my house. Where are you OKH !!!
I've been working day and night for the past few months, having two jobs at the same time. Clinic assistant in Hospital Pantai and waitress at Korean BBQ Restaurant. Despite having two jobs at once, the salary is never enough. I've been a big spender nowadays.
I'll continue next time, very lazy now. I shall go edit the blogskin. Bye.
I'm currently waiting for the boyf to drop by my house. Where are you OKH !!!
I've been working day and night for the past few months, having two jobs at the same time. Clinic assistant in Hospital Pantai and waitress at Korean BBQ Restaurant. Despite having two jobs at once, the salary is never enough. I've been a big spender nowadays.
I'll continue next time, very lazy now. I shall go edit the blogskin. Bye.
Monday, December 28, 2009
I AM BACK !!
I am just too lazy to do anything.. Can I just update a post about my Genting trip just with pictures ?? Since there's nothing much also.. I'm waiting for Amelia to update about this post, so that I can just copy and paste about what happened. Yes, I'm just that lazy right now, freaking lazy.
p/s : Amelia updated her blog bout Genting trip. So, I'm gonna copy and paste some parts of it.
Erm, well.. where should I start ?
We gathered at WeiWei's house in the morning and went Genting by van. The atmosphere in the van was very awkward because we don't know each other. It's like there's two groups of people. Me, WeiWei, Evon, Cary and Eurica, Mimi, Teoh which means Amelia is the middle person. (und? I'm lazy to explain further..) Okay, skip. This picture was taken when we were waiting to check-in at the lobby.
So, basically.. there was some problem with the room. We had been changing the rooms for the three times. I forgot the reason why we changed room for the first time, second time was because there's still luggage in the room but there's no one. I still remember our room number. =.= It's 27921 and 27922. We rest for awhile and went out to Highlands for our lunch at 1901. After our lunch WeiWei and Cary went back to their room to rest, so as the others because they went back to the room to sleep except for me and Evon. We went to walk around and did some shopping.
Around 6pm, we went for our dinner at Gotong Jaya. It's a chinese restaurant. So like normal, we ordered dishes and rice, we tried to get the cheapest stuff to eat. XD We went to Cloud 9 and Kopitiam at night. There's this waiter who approached me and asked me something. He told me he's doing this because his friend dare him to do so and bet RM10 for it. I know he was asking about Amelia but I just don't understand what he wants. So, I pointed at WeiWei and asked her to come here. He just replied me, nevermind.. nevermind.. Okay la, I apologize because your RM10 just fly away. Minta maaf, ya~
Then, back to room to do some gossiping, girls talk. I'm not used to sleep so early but we gotta wake up early, for the outdoors the next day ! Somehow, Evon woke me up in the middle of night and she said she heard someone pulling the furnitures and so on.. Hak sei ngo meh, leng lui.
Woke up freaking early the next morning to have our breakfast. The first game we played was the ship thingy. I've no idea what is it called. LOL. There's this game, Evon, WeiWei, Cary and I went there to line up for like 3 times yet we still failed to play it. First time it was because they need to close and reopen later. Second time.. I forgot what's the reason. Third time, break down of electricity. *curse*
We went back to the hotel for a rest and had some snacks. The next door people just sleep and sleep and sleep only. They went Genting just to sleep, I'm serious. Lol. Then, Kityi came over to our room and we followed WeiWei to her parents' room in Highlands. Freaking big. Next, getting ready for the countdown. I bought a horn (is that what you call it ?) to blow at people since most of the people are having it. Countdown in Genting was quite boring, no fireworks, no countdown. We gila-gila liddat and decided to play a game, which was.. stand at the entrance and wish people "Merry Christmas". BUT ! Some people just ignore us, damn you. -___-
We went to get some drinks after that. Okay, skip. When I was back in the room, getting ready to sleep.. Amelia texted me. I'm pretty sure there's something at that moment, so, I went to look for her. Went out until 4am with Mindy, Kityi and Amelia. We had some drinking session because there's this uncle who gave us a few bottles of Heineken for free.
Uncle : Give them that. We're leaving.
Me : ???????
Uncle : Take, take, take. Just take.
Me : Har ?
Uncle : I need to go, just take. I can't finish it.
Amelia : Take la !
Me : Oh, k.
Wtf. I was wearing a t-shirt, shorts and slippers at that time because I was supposed to be sleeping at that hour !! It's so freaking cold out there ! Amelia, grrrr !! So, I went back to the room to change and went out again looking like some sor poh walking around Genting in the mid of the night for like twice because I went out to look for Mimi after sending Amelia back to her room. and, I have to say that.. Amelia is a lousy drinker. LOL !!!
*pause*
I MISS YOU, LEOW WEI WEI !
I MISS YOU, CARY LAM MENG FOONG !
I still get to meet Evon and Amelia.. so, it's okay. Hahahahaha~
This picture.. no comment. I purposely went down to buy the cotton candy because I was craving for it and to get some Panadols for Evon. She's having fever on Christmas eve ! *hugs* WeiWei left early in the morning the next day because she's going somewhere else with her family. I went to have breakfast with Cary and Evon because the rest are still sleeping, yes, sleeping again. We checked out around 12pm and went back around 1pm.
Okay, that's all. Bye. I think I didn't copy much from Amelia's post, haha. Bed time !! HohoHooOoo~
****
2009 isn't a really great year for me.. Although I'm finally out of high school, and that's what I wanted all these while, I know I'll be facing a whole new world in 2010 as there are so many things that I need to take into consideration about my pathway in the future. Just hope that everything will go on smoothly. So, ...
have a happy new year everyone.
Ily. ♥ xoxo~
I am just too lazy to do anything.. Can I just update a post about my Genting trip just with pictures ?? Since there's nothing much also.. I'm waiting for Amelia to update about this post, so that I can just copy and paste about what happened. Yes, I'm just that lazy right now, freaking lazy.
p/s : Amelia updated her blog bout Genting trip. So, I'm gonna copy and paste some parts of it.
Erm, well.. where should I start ?
We gathered at WeiWei's house in the morning and went Genting by van. The atmosphere in the van was very awkward because we don't know each other. It's like there's two groups of people. Me, WeiWei, Evon, Cary and Eurica, Mimi, Teoh which means Amelia is the middle person. (und? I'm lazy to explain further..) Okay, skip. This picture was taken when we were waiting to check-in at the lobby.
So, basically.. there was some problem with the room. We had been changing the rooms for the three times. I forgot the reason why we changed room for the first time, second time was because there's still luggage in the room but there's no one. I still remember our room number. =.= It's 27921 and 27922. We rest for awhile and went out to Highlands for our lunch at 1901. After our lunch WeiWei and Cary went back to their room to rest, so as the others because they went back to the room to sleep except for me and Evon. We went to walk around and did some shopping.
Around 6pm, we went for our dinner at Gotong Jaya. It's a chinese restaurant. So like normal, we ordered dishes and rice, we tried to get the cheapest stuff to eat. XD We went to Cloud 9 and Kopitiam at night. There's this waiter who approached me and asked me something. He told me he's doing this because his friend dare him to do so and bet RM10 for it. I know he was asking about Amelia but I just don't understand what he wants. So, I pointed at WeiWei and asked her to come here. He just replied me, nevermind.. nevermind.. Okay la, I apologize because your RM10 just fly away. Minta maaf, ya~
Then, back to room to do some gossiping, girls talk. I'm not used to sleep so early but we gotta wake up early, for the outdoors the next day ! Somehow, Evon woke me up in the middle of night and she said she heard someone pulling the furnitures and so on.. Hak sei ngo meh, leng lui.
Woke up freaking early the next morning to have our breakfast. The first game we played was the ship thingy. I've no idea what is it called. LOL. There's this game, Evon, WeiWei, Cary and I went there to line up for like 3 times yet we still failed to play it. First time it was because they need to close and reopen later. Second time.. I forgot what's the reason. Third time, break down of electricity. *curse*
We went back to the hotel for a rest and had some snacks. The next door people just sleep and sleep and sleep only. They went Genting just to sleep, I'm serious. Lol. Then, Kityi came over to our room and we followed WeiWei to her parents' room in Highlands. Freaking big. Next, getting ready for the countdown. I bought a horn (is that what you call it ?) to blow at people since most of the people are having it. Countdown in Genting was quite boring, no fireworks, no countdown. We gila-gila liddat and decided to play a game, which was.. stand at the entrance and wish people "Merry Christmas". BUT ! Some people just ignore us, damn you. -___-
We went to get some drinks after that. Okay, skip. When I was back in the room, getting ready to sleep.. Amelia texted me. I'm pretty sure there's something at that moment, so, I went to look for her. Went out until 4am with Mindy, Kityi and Amelia. We had some drinking session because there's this uncle who gave us a few bottles of Heineken for free.
Uncle : Give them that. We're leaving.
Me : ???????
Uncle : Take, take, take. Just take.
Me : Har ?
Uncle : I need to go, just take. I can't finish it.
Amelia : Take la !
Me : Oh, k.
Wtf. I was wearing a t-shirt, shorts and slippers at that time because I was supposed to be sleeping at that hour !! It's so freaking cold out there ! Amelia, grrrr !! So, I went back to the room to change and went out again looking like some sor poh walking around Genting in the mid of the night for like twice because I went out to look for Mimi after sending Amelia back to her room. and, I have to say that.. Amelia is a lousy drinker. LOL !!!
*pause*
I MISS YOU, LEOW WEI WEI !
I MISS YOU, CARY LAM MENG FOONG !
I still get to meet Evon and Amelia.. so, it's okay. Hahahahaha~
This picture.. no comment. I purposely went down to buy the cotton candy because I was craving for it and to get some Panadols for Evon. She's having fever on Christmas eve ! *hugs* WeiWei left early in the morning the next day because she's going somewhere else with her family. I went to have breakfast with Cary and Evon because the rest are still sleeping, yes, sleeping again. We checked out around 12pm and went back around 1pm.
Okay, that's all. Bye. I think I didn't copy much from Amelia's post, haha. Bed time !! HohoHooOoo~
****
2009 isn't a really great year for me.. Although I'm finally out of high school, and that's what I wanted all these while, I know I'll be facing a whole new world in 2010 as there are so many things that I need to take into consideration about my pathway in the future. Just hope that everything will go on smoothly. So, ...
have a happy new year everyone.
Ily. ♥ xoxo~
Monday, November 9, 2009
Okay, my mind is totally blank now.........
...............
.........
♥ WangZi. ( hahahahahaha. :D ) WangZi mode is on again~ ^^
See ! The way he talks to QiQi ! #!@$%^@#$">!@$%^@#$ WangZi is like the cutest guy in this whole world !! (at least he is to me!! shooooo) IF there's some other people who talks that way, I won't think they're cute. Well, ermmm, unless they're cute too. XD. I can give you KyuJong, MinHwan, Yamapi, HyunJoong, Mir, YoSeob and so on but WANGZI IS DEFINITELY A NO-NO-NO. If you say WangZi is yours, I'm so gonna curse you 24/7. Muahahahahaha.
*pause*
Let me continue syok sendiri okay. I've no idea what I'm trying to say or do or type or this or that.... I'm going crazy~ I've been thinking too much nowadays, there's so many things that I want to do in December, such a long list ! and I still can't make up my mind whether to go SS501 Persona concert or not. No.1, It's expensive. (i'm a very poor kid) No.2, who will be going with me ? No.3, If I'm going, I want to get the best seating but how ????
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin' I'm fallin' fallin'
무너져버린빌딩에 yeah
hal lel lu ya
(yes) I'm fallin' (yes) I'm fallin’ fallin'
shimmy shimmy yo
1, 2, step action
mission complete
no doubt~
-Big Bang's Hallelujah, IRIS OST
I'm not a big fan of Big Bang, but hallelluya~ Lol. SeungRi reminds me of my tuition teacher, lmao. Okay.. it feels just so good to drop by my blog.. which means I'm spending my free time onlining and not revising for my upcoming exams, SPM, which is like next Wednesday ??! Screw it. I can't find a suitable word to describe how am I feeling right now.. Wait, maybe 2pm's new song can describe it.
can you feel my heartbeat ?
listen to my heartbeat~
listen to my heartbeat~
Alright, I'll online till 1am and back to Sejarah later.. Bye~ Shit, it's 1.12am now yet I'm still here. I'll off at 1.30am then. Bye again, I'm serious this time. Bye !
...............
.........
♥ WangZi. ( hahahahahaha. :D ) WangZi mode is on again~ ^^
See ! The way he talks to QiQi ! #!@$%^@#$">!@$%^@#$ WangZi is like the cutest guy in this whole world !! (at least he is to me!! shooooo) IF there's some other people who talks that way, I won't think they're cute. Well, ermmm, unless they're cute too. XD. I can give you KyuJong, MinHwan, Yamapi, HyunJoong, Mir, YoSeob and so on but WANGZI IS DEFINITELY A NO-NO-NO. If you say WangZi is yours, I'm so gonna curse you 24/7. Muahahahahaha.
*pause*
Let me continue syok sendiri okay. I've no idea what I'm trying to say or do or type or this or that.... I'm going crazy~ I've been thinking too much nowadays, there's so many things that I want to do in December, such a long list ! and I still can't make up my mind whether to go SS501 Persona concert or not. No.1, It's expensive. (i'm a very poor kid) No.2, who will be going with me ? No.3, If I'm going, I want to get the best seating but how ????
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin' I'm fallin' fallin'
무너져버린빌딩에 yeah
hal lel lu ya
(yes) I'm fallin' (yes) I'm fallin’ fallin'
shimmy shimmy yo
1, 2, step action
mission complete
no doubt~
-Big Bang's Hallelujah, IRIS OST
I'm not a big fan of Big Bang, but hallelluya~ Lol. SeungRi reminds me of my tuition teacher, lmao. Okay.. it feels just so good to drop by my blog.. which means I'm spending my free time onlining and not revising for my upcoming exams, SPM, which is like next Wednesday ??! Screw it. I can't find a suitable word to describe how am I feeling right now.. Wait, maybe 2pm's new song can describe it.
can you feel my heartbeat ?
listen to my heartbeat~
listen to my heartbeat~
Alright, I'll online till 1am and back to Sejarah later.. Bye~ Shit, it's 1.12am now yet I'm still here. I'll off at 1.30am then. Bye again, I'm serious this time. Bye !
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